Life is not about kissing a**, it’s about kicking a**!

Matthew 5:5 Blessed are the meek: for they shall inherit the earth

Emerson once said, ‘to be great is to be Misunderstood.’

Psychology is still a new science and we are learning something new about it every day. The hardest part for someone with a physiological problem is that no two deficiencies are exactly alike. Its not like the flu or chickenpox, and for the majority of them, there is no cure…only treatment.  And now there is comfort.

 I watched the Aviator last night and since I got to the half way point of the movie I goggled Howard Hughes. The man was a super human genius whose mind was too brilliant for his head to hold. They said he was the most difficult man to work with and an obsession for perfection. Because psychology was so new, he (even being a billionaire) went untreated. Here is a list of other great minds.

• Virginia Woolf

The British novelist who wrote To the Lighthouse and Orlando experienced the mood swings of bipolar disorder characterized by feverish periods of writing and weeks immersed in gloom. Her story is discussed in The Dynamics of Creation by Anthony Storr.

• Ludwig van Beethoven

The brilliant composer experienced bipolar disorder, as documented in The Key to Genius: Manic Depression and the Creative Life by D. Jablow Hershman and Julian Lieb

• Vincent Van Gogh

The celebrated artist's bipolar disorder is discussed in The Key to Genius: Manic Depression and the Creative Life by D. Jablow Hershman and Julian Lieb and Dear Theo, The Autobiography of Van Gogh.

• Isaac Newton

The scientist's mental illness is discussed in The Dynamics of Creation by Anthony Storr and The Key to Genius: Manic Depression and the Creative Life by D. Jablow Hershman and Julian Lieb

• Michelangelo

The mental illness of one of the world's greatest artistic geniuses is discussed in The Dynamics of Creation by Anthony Storr.

Why I chose to write about this:

 I love astrology and I stare out to the stars more than anyone I know. When I look out at the stars, I only see the ones that shine the brightest.  I work with children who have been labeled and think they won’t amount to anything past who they are this moment. But one day, they will shine brighter than any other star around them and you’ll look at them the way I’ve always seen them: like the brightest star in the universe.


And that's how Cynarra...C's it!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU HATE MEat...I HATE YOU!

I’m a carnivore to the fullest extent. I understand Vegetarians because I was one for two years of my life. But when I smelled my Aunts BBQ one summer afternoon, I turned into a carnivorous monster that had to make up for the past 2 years. Vegans…are crazy! Don’t they understand that if you don’t milk a cow its stomach will explode and my bones will become like jello? Everyone wins when we don’t let it go to waste! Let’s say we didn’t drink the milk, then the cow explodes…am I not suppose to eat a hamburger, and steak? (Hopefully not in the same meal) and should I not buy leather belts or shoes? Same goes for Ham, Have you seen or read Animal Farm?! That book scared the crap out of me and I won’t be satisfied till I see them with an apple in their mouth on my table.

Chickens! If everyone stops eating chickens, we won’t care why they crossed the road, because we will be more concerned on how long it’s going to be until I get down the road because there are too many running free and I’m late for work.

The Indians were right when they used every part of the animal they killed and you shame that animal and let them die for nothing.  America is a great country and I wouldn’t want to live anywhere else, but is the only countries who can afford to be picky spoiled brats while there are dying people in third world countries.  Are you seriously going to let those steaks go bad in the grocery store because you don’t want to contribute to their death…that happened anyway? You are the real monster!

And That’s How Cynarra…C’s it!!!!!

You are worth more then you think ;)

The female praying mantis is known for killing the male after mating. A species of spiders commits the same act. The male knows its coming and still would rather satisfied his petty needs at the cost of his life. If an insect at the bottom of the food chain knows her worth, then why can't thehuman  female brain wrap her head around the idea that what they have is worth more than an open door or a few compliments. I mean if we are bargaining with your temple, can you keep in mind it's worth way more then you can imagine. If you think it's worth a ring, he'll pay a ring, and your first born's name. If you think it's worth a trip to Hawaii, get first class. And if you think it's worth a meal...supersize it.

And that's how Cynarra....C's it!!!

"There Can Only Be One."

Yes, that was an Highlander Reference! (Sew me Christopher Lambert)
You know that person who feels slower than their peers, or emotionally and physically weaker? They feel that they always come in last place. These are our children and friends our sisters and brothers. Well the next time they feel that way play this scene from the movie Look Who's Talking. In it, 1000s of sperms are rushing to this egg and the winner gets born, while the others die off. You tell that person that out of 1000s of sperms, you were the fastest, the strongest, and the brightest, and you weren't even born yet. You wanted it more then the sperm next to you and that is why you won. Big deal you didn't get the job, or the guy, or the medal. So the next time that person is down, you jog their memory by saying one simple word, with one simple syllable; Sperm!

And that's how...Cynarra C's it!!!

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A tale of Unfortunate events!

This is what I send Bank of America 5 times a day when I am Board...which is all the time!

Dear B Of A representative,
It has come to my attention that your bankers and tellers are annoying as hell. Everytime I go in there, a teller ask me five times if I want an account and then they call a banker to ask me 5 more times. On December 22 around 2:30pm at the Bellflower, ca branch, I told the teller to not waste her or my time by asking me because I get annoyed after two times. She said, 'unfortunately it is my job to make sure everyone has what they need." I then said, "five times, you can't believe me the first time?" she said, Unfortunatly it is my job. I then said, "Well lets just pretend you asked me 5 times." and she asked me again and I ignored her. She called for a banker and I told her that it wouldn't be necessary  I'll tell her no too. This teller lied to me and said she needed approval for a 627$ check. The banker was busy and the teller tried to stall. When she gave me my cash the banker came by to ask me if I wanted an account and I ignored her.
"Unfortunately" is a lame excuse So... Here I am emailing you, and 'Unfortunatly' I will continue to email you five times a day. ANd 'Unfortuantly I'll probably call you twice a day to complain because I know how expensive each call is. 'Unfortunatly' for you, I have unlimited minutes and I can set a time for my emails all day everyday. You are probably wondering if this women has a life. I assure you that I do not, so...I'll be emailing and or calling in a few hours and I plan on asking 5 equally annoying questions until your tellers and bankers stop raping my time! Yes, I said rape. Ive never been raped and ive never raped anyone, but after years of watching Lifetime network I honestly believe rapist understand the word no more than your fellow employees.
I'll talk to you in a few!!


Sincerely,
Cynarra S. J

PDA is not OKAY!!

PDA is not okay
I honestly can't see the excitement and thrill people get out of sticking their Tounge down other people's throat with an audience. Please tell me what's so great about it! To me it's like marking your territory or just showing off what you have. You show off a new bracelet or handbag or hoop skills...not your tonsle hockey skills!
There should be two exceptions to this rule: New years eve kiss, and if you are old. I'm talkin 'your grandchildren are in college,' old. Not to be confused with Julia Moore or Angela Bassett old. There is just something hopeful about not being able to keep your hands off your spouse even though you can hear them snoring two houses down, or pushing their wheelchair.
So you 16 year olds stop doing what you think 26 year olds are doing, and you 26 year olds...Grow the heck up. And 56 year olds...don't be afraid grab a cheek or two...you know which cheek I'm talkin about!
And that is how...Cynarra, C's it!!!